It's almost a year after my graduation.. been working as marketing for 10 months and for that past 10 months I've been moving house with my entire fam to more suburb area that take approx 5 hours to go back and forth to my office (not included min 9 hours to spend in the office). Been thinking about my job lately, my life in particular.
The day I was moving was the exact day I got accepted in my recent job. To be honest I accept the job so that I could concentrate on helping my family to move.. and make my parents stop worrying about me (or I was just tired to come to interviews plus the salary isn't bad?) This moving thing.. change my life.. change my family life (?)
Remember when you were little, and you have to move to different district leaving your friends and place when you spend your childhood? If you think that the loneliness only appears because you are young, need friends from your school to hangout with you, the freaking adjustment that you have to make. It will still hit you even when you're an adult. Believe me
When we were moving, parents hoping for a better life, you and your siblings just hope for quick adjustment.. but after 10 months you still not use to it. Everything seems not normal
After we moved.. I start my job.. I start smoking, drinking.. you name it. Living the life they said.
Escape from reality I said
